tomorrows at the door

is this my journey.
what tales will my character bring forth to this world.
a life lived.
or maybe a life not lived at all.
waiting for tomorrow.
will it ever come.
will it bring my hopes and dreams.
how will i know.
will it give me a sign to let me know it's here
"This is your packaged day"
Recognize.
grab hold and don't let it go.
it only comes once for some folks.
is tomorrow already knocking at my door.
do I not hear it.
em i deaf.
is this fear i hear and feel and not the knock at my door.
knock! knock!
whose there?
STOP!
CONCENTRATE. this is not a joke.
do i believe the choice has been taken away from me already.
a higher power above.
em i awake to answer anything.
do i understand time and space.
the day after tomorrow being today.
or maybe a day to late
is today my "packaged day"
are these fears and these words all from yesterday
making the day after tomorrow, which is today
really tomorrow.

by- marlon